How I Feel

Teenage Author stuck in Reality...

Today is June 26, 2009. The day that love is supposed to come knocking on my door. Yet again, nothing. So to describe how I feel, I am going to post the lyrics to one of my favorite Kelly Clarkson songs, HOW I FEEL:

Looks like I made a mess again/Heartbreak everywhere I step/This fire is getting hot again/But I touch the flame cuz I'm a curious cat/Creeping where I don't belong/Finding out what I knew all along/Crying all alone/ And it's all my fault, all my fault/ Yeah, I did it again...again/

Oh, I'm getting tired of believing/Even sicker of pretending/That it's not so bad,just wait it out/Oh, I think YOU'RE feeding me LIES again/THE ONLY GOOD MAN LEFT WASN'T HIM/AND THAT'S HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW SO LET ME BE/LET ME BE

It seems EVERYTIME I FIND A GOOD MAN/HE'S GOT A GOOD LITTLE WIFE/I'm not jealous but I won't lie/ I don't want to hear about your wonderful life/And babies everywhere I look/Trophy wives with their little black books/At this rate, I'M GONNA END UP ALONE/IT'S PROBABLY ALL MY FAULT, ALL MY FAULT/Oh, another dead end...again.

Oh, I'm getting tired of believing/Even sicker of pretending/That it's not so bad,just wait it out/Oh, I think YOU'RE feeding me LIES again/THE ONLY GOOD MAN LEFT WASN'T HIM/AND THAT'S HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW.

BITTER PILL THAT I'VE SWALLOWED/JUST HOW LOW CAN MY HEART SINK?/Fairytales from so long ago/SAVE THEM FOR SOMEONE THAT'S NOT SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW/Cause I, I'm getting tired of believing/I'M THROUGH PRETENDING/YEAH I'M BROKEN AND SAD SO I'LL SIT THIS ONE OUT.

Oh, I'm getting tired of believing/Even sicker of pretending/That it's not so bad,just wait it out/Oh, I think YOU'RE feeding me LIES again/THE ONLY GOOD MAN LEFT WASN'T HIM/AND THAT'S HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW/How I feel right now/How I feel right now/How I feel right now/Let me be/How I feel right now/How I feel right now/How I feel right now/Let me be.

I'm not giving up on love,but I'm just gonna sit this round out.

On a better note, looking forward to watching Princess Protection Program tonite.

With Love and Prayers,
Chelsea
xoxo
May God Bless You!

~Just Keep Swimming~

Updating you

Teenage Author stuck in Reality...

So it has almost been a month. Thought you would be all but dying to know whats been up in my life.

Well, summer is good so far. Today I went to the movies and saw Street Dreams and The Proposal. Both reel good movies. Too bad I didnt have a date for either(although my mom was a fine substitute).

My luck turned recently but I'll get over it.

Next friday is the big day. June 26. Maybe love will come knocking on my door this year.

I pray it will...
Until next time...Just Keep Swimming and know that EVERYONE has a purpose in this life.

Love Times Infinity,
Chelsea
xoxo
God Bless!