Teenage Author stuck in Reality...
Today is June 26, 2009. The day that love is supposed to come knocking on my door. Yet again, nothing. So to describe how I feel, I am going to post the lyrics to one of my favorite Kelly Clarkson songs, HOW I FEEL:
Looks like I made a mess again/Heartbreak everywhere I step/This fire is getting hot again/But I touch the flame cuz I'm a curious cat/Creeping where I don't belong/Finding out what I knew all along/Crying all alone/ And it's all my fault, all my fault/ Yeah, I did it again...again/
Oh, I'm getting tired of believing/Even sicker of pretending/That it's not so bad,just wait it out/Oh, I think YOU'RE feeding me LIES again/THE ONLY GOOD MAN LEFT WASN'T HIM/AND THAT'S HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW SO LET ME BE/LET ME BE
It seems EVERYTIME I FIND A GOOD MAN/HE'S GOT A GOOD LITTLE WIFE/I'm not jealous but I won't lie/ I don't want to hear about your wonderful life/And babies everywhere I look/Trophy wives with their little black books/At this rate, I'M GONNA END UP ALONE/IT'S PROBABLY ALL MY FAULT, ALL MY FAULT/Oh, another dead end...again.
Oh, I'm getting tired of believing/Even sicker of pretending/That it's not so bad,just wait it out/Oh, I think YOU'RE feeding me LIES again/THE ONLY GOOD MAN LEFT WASN'T HIM/AND THAT'S HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW.
BITTER PILL THAT I'VE SWALLOWED/JUST HOW LOW CAN MY HEART SINK?/Fairytales from so long ago/SAVE THEM FOR SOMEONE THAT'S NOT SMART ENOUGH TO KNOW/Cause I, I'm getting tired of believing/I'M THROUGH PRETENDING/YEAH I'M BROKEN AND SAD SO I'LL SIT THIS ONE OUT.
Oh, I'm getting tired of believing/Even sicker of pretending/That it's not so bad,just wait it out/Oh, I think YOU'RE feeding me LIES again/THE ONLY GOOD MAN LEFT WASN'T HIM/AND THAT'S HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW/How I feel right now/How I feel right now/How I feel right now/Let me be/How I feel right now/How I feel right now/How I feel right now/Let me be.
I'm not giving up on love,but I'm just gonna sit this round out.
On a better note, looking forward to watching Princess Protection Program tonite.
With Love and Prayers,
Chelsea
xoxo
May God Bless You!
~Just Keep Swimming~
Friday, June 26, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Updating you
Teenage Author stuck in Reality...
So it has almost been a month. Thought you would be all but dying to know whats been up in my life.
Well, summer is good so far. Today I went to the movies and saw Street Dreams and The Proposal. Both reel good movies. Too bad I didnt have a date for either(although my mom was a fine substitute).
My luck turned recently but I'll get over it.
Next friday is the big day. June 26. Maybe love will come knocking on my door this year.
I pray it will...
Until next time...Just Keep Swimming and know that EVERYONE has a purpose in this life.
Love Times Infinity,
Chelsea
xoxo
God Bless!
So it has almost been a month. Thought you would be all but dying to know whats been up in my life.
Well, summer is good so far. Today I went to the movies and saw Street Dreams and The Proposal. Both reel good movies. Too bad I didnt have a date for either(although my mom was a fine substitute).
My luck turned recently but I'll get over it.
Next friday is the big day. June 26. Maybe love will come knocking on my door this year.
I pray it will...
Until next time...Just Keep Swimming and know that EVERYONE has a purpose in this life.
Love Times Infinity,
Chelsea
xoxo
God Bless!
Saturday, May 23, 2009
May 23, 2009-Update
Teenage Author stuck in Reality...
Ok so, high school is officially over. It occured to me on my last day how much of an effect I had on the ppl at HHS and how many friends I made even though I never expected to...
Also, drove again in 6 months on wed. Surprisingly, I wasn't nervous. I was excited to be driving. :P
On thursday, I chilled with my home skillet bizcut, Bailey. I also got my GHS yrbook and my senior picture was in it. I can barely look at the yrbook tho thinking that I shood b in the IB pictures and all. Plus, I cried(and laughed so hard I cried again) reading what Bailey wrote me. I'm so glad I didn't let her walk out of my life. In her own way, she truly is a friend. I hope to stay friends with her for life. :D
May 22, 2009, I finally realized how blessed the last five years of my life have been and I can say that my life is going to continue being blessed.
Thanks for reading.
Until next time ~Count Your Blessings Twice.~
Love Times Infinity,
Chelsea
xoxo
God Bless!
~Just Keep Swimming~
Ok so, high school is officially over. It occured to me on my last day how much of an effect I had on the ppl at HHS and how many friends I made even though I never expected to...
Also, drove again in 6 months on wed. Surprisingly, I wasn't nervous. I was excited to be driving. :P
On thursday, I chilled with my home skillet bizcut, Bailey. I also got my GHS yrbook and my senior picture was in it. I can barely look at the yrbook tho thinking that I shood b in the IB pictures and all. Plus, I cried(and laughed so hard I cried again) reading what Bailey wrote me. I'm so glad I didn't let her walk out of my life. In her own way, she truly is a friend. I hope to stay friends with her for life. :D
May 22, 2009, I finally realized how blessed the last five years of my life have been and I can say that my life is going to continue being blessed.
Thanks for reading.
Until next time ~Count Your Blessings Twice.~
Love Times Infinity,
Chelsea
xoxo
God Bless!
~Just Keep Swimming~
Saturday, May 16, 2009
The Update
Teenage Author stuck in Reality...
So, since the last update, got my yearbook and my senior picture wasn't even in it.
Anticipating moving out. I'm ready to go my own way...
Took my AP test on Wed. and for the first time, I may have gotten a 3. :D
3 more days left of my senior year. Itz so surreal.
Until next time
~Just Keep Swimming~
Love Times Infinity,
Chelly
xoxo
God Bless!
So, since the last update, got my yearbook and my senior picture wasn't even in it.
Anticipating moving out. I'm ready to go my own way...
Took my AP test on Wed. and for the first time, I may have gotten a 3. :D
3 more days left of my senior year. Itz so surreal.
Until next time
~Just Keep Swimming~
Love Times Infinity,
Chelly
xoxo
God Bless!
Friday, May 1, 2009
My Perfect Guy
Teenage Author stuck in Reality... Today, May 1st 2009 I'm changing my perspective of my "perfect guy." My guy has to meet 3 standards:
1. Must be Christian
2.Must be a non-smoker
3. Must stay pure until marriage.
Thanks for reading!
Love Times Infinity,
Chelsea DeVries
xoxo
God Bless!
1. Must be Christian
2.Must be a non-smoker
3. Must stay pure until marriage.
Thanks for reading!
Love Times Infinity,
Chelsea DeVries
xoxo
God Bless!
Thursday, April 30, 2009
May Fast Approaches
Teenage Author stuck in Reality...
So, I'm not going to prom but itz no big. Not that I care much for high school related events. I've mentally been in college since I was 15.
On another note, I still have yet to go driving but I'm trying...
I have to start applying for work again.
May God provide an open door!
Until Next Time,
~Just Keep Swimming~
Chelsea xoxo
God Bless!
So, I'm not going to prom but itz no big. Not that I care much for high school related events. I've mentally been in college since I was 15.
On another note, I still have yet to go driving but I'm trying...
I have to start applying for work again.
May God provide an open door!
Until Next Time,
~Just Keep Swimming~
Chelsea xoxo
God Bless!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Follow Me
Teenage Author stuck in Reality... on Twitter.
For those of you who tweet, the url is twitter.com/chelly2626.
Love Times Infinity,
Chelsea
xoxo
For those of you who tweet, the url is twitter.com/chelly2626.
Love Times Infinity,
Chelsea
xoxo
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